Ugly Beauty Blog

I have not done a blog post in a while I have been busy at college studying beauty therapy so have not had time too but I am back. if you want to know more about college and the this you do in beauty therapy I will happily tell you but for no all you need to know is I really enjoy this course and I can,t wait for future.

I started blogging on the 25th of July 2013 that means I have been blogging over a year and I still feel like I never know what people would like to see I still feel really bad at it. I speed most of my days on youtube I have always wanted to make my own channel but I never know how to start youtubers make it look so easy but I know it not.

why do I care what people think about me. what I do and what I say I feel like it will be wrong someone will judge me because I don't look like all the other girls as in dress the same as them and have the same make-up as them but think about this if everyone was the same no-one will have the special thing about them. I am scared that people will judge me on what music I like and silly things like that. The truth is that no-one has 'perfect' hair or face everyone seems to think that though but no-one knows what 'perfect' is because everyone is perfect to someone. Love everyone for who they are. I keep putting myself  down for things I really shouldn't care about but I do and I don't think it's just me.

I'm back I finish exams and school is over moving on to college is a scary thought but it has to happen some time but any type of change is scary for anyone and even the smallest of changes make people scared it make people feel uncomfortable like this should go back to normal but what is normal?

So I haven't been on here for a while that because I have had a lot of homework and course work to do and I don't really know what to write about so I just going to say I have been loving watching YouTube videos e.g. O2L zoella etc. They are just amazing I have also been loving food this is normal for me I have been loving tumble(little things) and vine and also the songs I have been loving are from frozen even though I haven't seen the movie yet I still love the songs. So talk to you next time .... :)

so I hate being in year 11 so much work and homework but it's got to be done so here are my top tips for dealing with homework/work In school alway have a pair of headphones on you I keep some in my bag thing is just to listen to music while doing you work but of course ask your teacher. If you are not alone music on then start to sing songs that are in the charts or just song you just made up. when you are at home doing work have music on as long as you are doing your work you can jam out and sing along to you favorites songs. Have tv on any channel you want. DON'T LEAVE IT ALL TILL THE LAST MINUTE (not that I can say much) but if you leave it all till have last minute you are going to be so stressed and that is not going to be fun.   

last night our internet when down and I saw how much I can't live without the internet and I think that really bad but it's still not going to stop going on it everyday which is still probably really bad but I feel like on every network there will be someone would want to talk to you and like for who you are but you will never meet these people like youtubers (this maybe sad) but I feel like I can talk to them if I every needed to even though I don't know them they will try and help some way. If we did have the internet we would never have this :) I still will tell my friend thing but maybe you need to tell someone else because it's about them or you just feel like you will be judge if you tell your friends.

so it's a new year and a new start and i don't really know what to blog about so if you have any idea write them in the comments or just write the thing you would like to read