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So on Saturday it was my 18th birthday and I got a lot of lovely presents (probably going to make a blog post of most of them) but even thought it was my 18 it does change my love for Disney and olaf  and my sisters got my a Olaf toy and jumper that looks like Olaf and I love it I just love how happy he is and cute and cuddly which is weird because his a snowman I love frozen because it not just about love it about family and sisters working together and even though they fight they are still there for each other Anyway that is all I have for this week but if you want to see more of me I almost always on musical.ly so follow me @jojolisa_30

Today I am going to do a mini review on Ghost lip crayons I have two different colours one colour called  berry and the other is called blush  They are good but the colour it's meant to be it doesn't come out like it I tried the berry and it looks red one and it also bleed (I didn't have a lipliners on but they should be like two in one) the blush I have really tried out but it meant to be pink which it is but the packaging makes it look like a baby pink and when I tried in on my hand it's bring babyish pink which I am not mad about I still like it. Sorry it's a bad review but I have to tell the truth I love Ghost midnight perfume it my one time favourite I just would not buy the lip crayons  See you next week :) xxx

Do you ever have then day where you just want to cry? nothing wrong just need to break down in tears for some reason because I have one of them the other day and there the worst because some people can see that you are not ok but you just do want to talk about it and it's not the whole day you are like this but when you alone and overthink everything but it still effects your whole day. Also when yousaid something and then someone close to you starts laughing while you talk and you think they are laugh at you because you're  a stupid idiot that no-one like because you ask them people what they are laughing at and they turn around and say something the other person said but they never said anything they are just laughing at you because you're stupid and you need to just stop talking they are meant to be some of the closest people to you but they can't see how they are breaking you inside. Sorry this isn't a really happy blog post this week but I promise it wi...

I hope you have all had an amazing new year so far this new year I haven't done much ( because we are only two days in) apart from going on a walk and the beach (not my idea it was freezing) and going out for a drive in the car (I still hate driving) I think it's when I can't do something right I panic in a car because I am in control and I don't know what to do I couldn't get the bitting point in the car and kept stalling I just panic and there was people behind me but I did it in the end but I just panic everything something like that happens. Anyway how was you end of the year? Mine was amazing because I passed my driving theory that I thought I probably take forever to pass but I passed first time  Anyway I sorry this is a very weird post i just wanted to wish you a happy new year and I hope you have I good year :) xxx

Today I am going to write a letter to myself in the future just saying what happen this year this may be long so lets start. So at the beginning of the year you where on level 2 beauty therapy which you loved although it was hard for you at the start because you were the shy kid that didn't like meeting new people you had to make new friends that will hopefully be you friends from along time (Alice, Lauren) if you didn't have them you wouldn't  have the confidence you have now to do anything you did and still are doing you, finally believe in yourself that you could do it you didn't let the people that used to call you names back in high school hold you back from doing something you had your heart set on you finally let yourself talk to people without having 'if you open your mouth they are going to judge you' running through you mind every time you meet someone new. (you still et scared to sand in front of a class of people though) I am so proud of you ...

So I thought I would do I Christmas party makeup look so let us get in to it   I put foundation on bb cream 2true (talked about it in other blog post) you can start with the eyes I just wasn't really thinking at the time if you start with eye if there is any fall out of eye shadows then you can just use a brush to brush them away for the eyes I used NYC 941 smokey brows I used it how it say on the packed but I only use the blackish/glitter in the crease I add liquid eyeliner to bring the eye look all together (Kelly brook) Next For eyebrow I did a bit different then normal but not much using the w7 brow bar I mixed shade 2&4 after that I powder using 2true then I highlighted and contour using revolution palette.     Then to finish off I used baby lips cherry me but use could use a red lipstick a good one is beauty uk 6 vampire I hope you enjoyed this makeup look and if you want me to do anymore just say :) xxx  P.s my eyeliner is not very good :/

So today I thought I tell you about one of my favourite tv shows which I Mrs.Brown's boys it's so funny I love hope the storylines can be quiet hurt hitting but they do it in a funny way and you can get a dad box set of live shows also there a movie I don't really like the movie that much it's not as funny as the tv show I have one dvd which is for ages 15 + so if you are under 15 sorry but that all I have to say about also isn't not on at the minute hopefully it will be one over Christmas and the new year :)  That is all for today see you tomorrow xxx