Never Forget...

So I know I haven't blog in a while but I was meant to post on Sunday and I wrote it and everything but I forgot to post it and it wasn't that good anyway but I am back! 

This post is going to be hard for me to write because I going to be talking about the family members I have lost over the years mainly my grandma and grandad. This post was inspired by my Auntie as she was talking about them the other day.

So first person I lost was my grandad I was very young and didn't really know what was going on, I was too young to understand everything. My grandad was my best friend (I never called him grandad I used to call him 'bud' or 'buddy) I done everything with him, mostly garden with him. He was always outside doing something and if you tried to find him that first place you would look is outside the second place would be inside having a cup of coffee and a biscuit with my grandma.  

I remember the times when my bud would carry me home (we lived across the garden) after we been there for a drink we always have 'cup of tea times' where around 11 am they would phone us and asked would you like to come over for a drink the answer was always yes  because we love going round and having family time.

So between bud and grandma passing away some other people did but they were not as important to me. I didn't see them that much so I didn't have the same connection with them as i did my grandparents.

My grandma would always be in the kitchen baking etc. (Her roast dinners were to die for) I always used to cooking with her cupcakes, cakes you name it we done it. I remember once I was having a fight with my mum and it was dinner time and I took my dinner around there and my mum couldn't find me for an hour or more and i was just have a lovely time around there.

I spent a lot of  my time with my grandparents they were alway there for me and I love them for that. The reason I am writing this post is because I miss them and this is in memory of them as well as my Auntie goes to see them (the stones) and she said that she makes the connection between me and my grandad because I love  ladybirds when I was little and there are always ladybirds on my grandads stone.

I will never forgot them I know they are always looking over me :)

That is everything I have for today post i hope you enjoyed this was hard for me to write but it help me think of the good times see you next week :) xxx

*This is not my picture this is for google images*